December 2010
27 posts
previous-abandonment asked: DA PICZ YOUR PUTTING UP ARE INCREDIBLE.
the 365 project I stopped.
A lot of people have asked me why I stopped my 365 so suddenly. I feel I should explain.
My 365 project was a project I started for many reasons. One being that I wanted to start feeling better about the way I looked, to have more confidence. Another being that I wanted to have a constant in my life. Another being I wanted to just see progression in my self, and wanted to have a project that was...
finally!
I just started a brand new sketchbook and drew for 2 hours with oil pastels and soft pastels. It felt good to get my hands dirty again with color, and to just feel like I’m making something again.
I have a feeling that this month of no school is going to be good for my visual mind, I’ll have time to create.
Me: Hey Taylor, what's E=mc2?
Taylor (my 11 year old sister): I don't know, Einstein?
ignorance & lost connections.
Connections I used to have are clearly gone. When you find out large news from other connections, computer-like or word-of-mouth-like about people you used to be so close with, you begin to realize that certain connections were just not meant to last. Time after time I feel this is happening and I just wish I knew how to fix these connections, these times that I miss, and these people that I miss....
slow motivation.
I keep defending it all as a weird spot in my life. Wanting to spend so much time by myself, just blasting music and doing drawings in my notebooks. My desires to be social are deteriorating and it’s just weird. Everything is beginning to be a repeat, and the only repeat I’m seeming to want to stick with is photographing, drawing, listening, and being alone doing all of these things....